The hardest thing to accept about my new reality has been…
…how little control I have over this disease and how it affects me. I hate being in pain. I hate being at the mercy of my body which has decided to attack me. I hate the unknown that comes with this disease. I hate how little control I have over how it affects those around me as well.
That’s the biggest challenge I find. I’m a control freak who cannot control this and it makes me absolutely crazy.












